Second? Previous? Gosh!

Well.....

Remember my story?>> Turns out that today when i opened my email there was an email from her... stating: Ok, so i will take your word as your actions and this is OVER!....

Now, im feelin kinda relieved, but at the same time so sad about this, even though i never said that this is over, my actions spoke in my behalf and now, it's over~

What the hell happened to my relationship? i might know the answer for that: i became overprotective and overrated boyfriend, what girl wants this? no one!, so, thats the story of my life.... I will keep this blog updated!

First ? Last !

Well.... its been almost 6 months since i came back from my trip and to be honest with you it was the best trip ever.... it was full of joy and full of surprises as well.......

One of the biggest surprises is the fact that i fell in love again..... who would've thought bout it.... well,. it happened and i was feeling like in the movies; the happiest man alive... until now!

Wake up bitch! that was my friend Ryan txting me the other day.... i dont really know what happened that day but i literally woke up, i opened my eyes to a world i was afraid of, i was kinda susceptible to it... mostly afraid.

Now, everything is screwed up with this girl.... i do love her, im in love; again!, and this feeling is dragging me to unreal levels that i'd never thought i could get or achieve..... im more mature... im more..... much better person!

I think we broke up but it hasn't been official yet, yet.

I'll keep blogging to kinda shave away all this "pain".... l8r